Fresh from the peaceful trip to Matheran with bachelor’s friends, I was heading towards my college. As soon as I departed and took leave of my friends and changed my platform, a sweet but curious feeling cropped up right in my stomach. I wad eager to note down all the feelings and thoughts that had been running through my mind all the way from Neral to Karjat and while waiting for the next train at Karjat station. As soon as I boarded my local train to Karjat, there was a constant smile on my face. Even though my health was a bit down due to sore throat, there was an unexplained excitement in me. I couldn’t understand what was that exactly I was feeling. Only what I knew was it made me happy through and through. I opened whatsapp to check the messages as I had been out of network for the last 2 days almost. Seeing the chat list in front of me after the fresh gossips of last night brought a different feeling in me. I remembered my bachelor’s life thoroughly and thought that life has become quite dull now because I didn’t have much hot gossips to share. Old feelings woke up in my heart and were calling me back. I was reliving my life in those feelings and didn’t wish to create new memories with existing people. My heart pounded to just strike off the newly made friends as they did no good. It went back and back floating towards those few people whom I loved. I promised myself to be in touch with the old friends more because it feels so nice to revive those old memories even they had made me cry at that time. Because they weren’t as bad as the present ones who rendered me all alone. I realized that however I ignore the unresponsiveness or ignorance from the other side, I will and have never forgotten all that they gave me. Even if I can’t make them mine forever, atleast they will be alive in my memories and heart forever.
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